日本名古屋--初次邂逅|Wander to Nowhere

20160413 日本名古屋 1

 

這趟旅程是一個意外和一份任性。

 

經歷意外地按下了確認鍵買下了機票、旅伴出不了行、幾乎請不到假的種種驚嚇下,最後還是出發了。

 

只帶著一張地圖,一部相機,一個腳架,沒有任何的準備和攻略,背上背包,又是一趟旅程的開始。出發前一天才訂好第一晚的住宿,習慣了到處走也有 google map,神經病的連旅館地圖也忘了查,結果到埗後才醒覺其實我沒有網絡可用,拿著僅有的地址,問了三個途人和店員,用了一小時把小區轉了一圏終於到了原本只要七分鐘路程的旅館。

 

有人問我這趟旅程的期望是什麼,出發前大概有想過一大堆的理由,要去看雪要去散心要去談戀愛要去找未來的路。結果原本想要輕鬆自在遊,心裡卻一直處於焦急的狀態。我到的地方都位於偏遠地區,每天都要好幾個小時的車,而且車的班次稀疏,當我打算悠閒的哼著歌訂車票時,電腦熒幕上卻顯示出一個個售完的交叉,結果要馬上想想如何把行程更改,搶到最後一張車票。

 

這次很多地方值得去想去,不小心掉進了「執輸行頭,慘過敗家」的陷阱裡,生怕錯過什麼害怕看得不夠多,結果每天要一早起床坐長途車去不同的地方,加上下午四時多天便漸黑,店舖也陸續關門,每天感覺都在趕時間趕行程,說好的輕鬆悠閒不知道跑哪裡去了。過了好幾天,我發現我並不開心也不享受,腦裡只裝著趕不上車怎麼辦,行李要怎麼處理的焦慮。

 

看到白茫茫一片的雪我是興奮的,感覺像回到了在雪山工作的日子一樣,只可惜她的美吸引了過多的仰慕者慕名而來,原本寧靜的風景,卻喧鬧不已。古舊的街道上沒有一點生活,只有售賣著各式各樣的紀念品的店舖,整條街道充斥著商業的味道。

 

我說天啊我在幹嘛,為什麼要把自己弄得比上班更累,為什麼要做我並不享受的事,為什麼非要去別人去的地方。每次面對焦急的自己,我都不想去承認和面對,可是愈急愈方寸大亂愈找不到前進的方向。心裡充滿著焦慮,即使身邊的風景多美,我也不能好好的細味好好的感受,即使到過著名的景點拍下了到此一遊的照片,照片裝著的只是一個沒有靈魂的影像,大概只是浪費了時間浪費了每個地方想告訴我的話想展現給我看的美。

 

於是我離開人群,朝著沒有人的方向走,走著走著走到山上去,發現了比山下更美的風景。心終於開始靜下來,聆聽雪從樹上掉下的聲音,感受雙腳踏在積雪上的感覺。架上腳架和相機,讓它記下我與這地方真正邂逅的下午。 🙂

 

It was a journey of willfulness and accidents.

 

I haven’t planned anything nor checked any stuff, but have only brought a map, a camera and a tripod with me. I jumped on the plane and this was how a new journey started.

 

I booked the hostel the day before my trip. I was used to use google map for searching direction, I haven’t checked the map of the hostel before I went there. However, I realized that I didn’t have internet there. I showed the address asking people how to get there. Spending an hour walking around the area, I have finally arrived the hostel which people only take 7 minutes to go.

 

People asked me what my expectation of this trip was. I have thought about heaps of reasons before the trip, for wandering, seeing snow, and searching for my future. I was going to have a relaxing trip, yet I kept being anxious during the trip. I was worried that I couldn’t buy the bus ticket to the places I want to go as the density of runs was infrequent. I was also worried that I would miss some must-go scenic spots. I felt like I was rushing every day. I realized that I didn’t really enjoy the trip as there was no any space for me to slow down and feel the places deeply.

 

I asked myself what I really want during this trip. Do I really need to go to where everyone go? No matter how stunning the view was, I couldn’t enjoy or feel what the places want to tell me if I was too anxious all the time. It’s such a waste if I was not going there with my readiness.

 

Therefore, I left the crowd, walking to a place that no one goes. I walked to a hill, discovered a beautiful place where was all covered with snow, and enjoyed the stunning view with a peaceful heart in that afternoon. 🙂

 

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